Tuesday, November 27, 2007

this is such an amazing song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOb8ihacSM4&feature=related

Cry Out To Jesus - Third Day (2005)
To everyone who's lost someone they love
long before it was their time.
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye.

And to all of the people with burdens and pains
keepin' you back from your life.
You believe that there's nothing
and there is no one who can make it right.

There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus.
Cry out to Jesus.

For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love.
and they've done all they can to make it right again
still it's not enough.
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
you try to give up but you come back again.
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame and your suffering.

There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus.

When you're lonely and it feels like the whole world is falling on you
you just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus.

To the widow who suffers from being alone,
wipin' the tears from her eyes.
For the children around the world without a home,
say a prayer tonight.

There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
that meets you wherever you are.

There is hope for the helpless, rest for the weary,
and love for the broken hearts.
There is grace and forgiveness, mercy and healing
that meets you wherever you are.
Cry out to Jesus.
Cry out to Jesus.
Cry out to Jesus.
Cry out to Jesus.

thank You Jesus..thank You so much...:)

*aMe* @ 6:51 AM


Sunday, November 11, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vHdv9YTLv0&NR=1

How deep the Father's love.

:)

How Deep the Father's Love for Us
Lyrics by Phillips Craig And Dean

How deep the Father's love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
And make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the Chosen One
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the man upon the cross
My sin upon His shoulder
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

*aMe* @ 11:04 PM




an amazing amazing song.. beautiful video..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cGR944fq-Yg


Weak and wounded sinner,
Lost and left to die,
O, raise your head for love is passing by,

Come to Jesus,
Come to Jesus,
Come to Jesus and live.

Now your burden's lifted,
And carried far away,
And precious blood has washed away the stain... so

Sing to Jesus ,
Sing to Jesus ,
Sing to Jesus and live.

And like a newborn baby,
Don't be afraid to crawl,
And remember when you walk sometimes we fall... so

Fall on Jesus,
Fall on Jesus,
Fall on Jesus and live.

Sometimes the way is lonely,
And steep and filled with pain,
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain... then

Cry to Jesus,
Cry to Jesus,
Cry to Jesus and live.

O, and when the love spills over,
And music fills the night,
And when you can't contain your joy inside... then

Dance for Jesus,
Dance for Jesus,
Dance for Jesus and live.

And with your final heartbeat,
Kiss the world goodbye,
Then go in peace, and laugh on glory's side... and

Fly to Jesus,
Fly to Jesus,
Fly to Jesus and live,

Fly to Jesus,
Fly to Jesus,
Fly to Jesus and live

*aMe* @ 3:04 AM


Friday, October 12, 2007

this is truly and really a fallen world.
so many people needing salvation,i always so many people trying to satisfy themselves with drugs, alcohol, sex, and loads of other nonsense.
don't worry, i haven't like been through something traumatising...im just lamenting. haha.

so many people angry, so many people cursing.
not enough people loving, truly and simply, with the love of God.
I really want to show all the people in the world how simple and joyful life can be..how full of love..:)

the views of the people who are of the world are sometimes really appalling..they seem so different and so warped to me.
i hate it how the devil has tempted so many people into following him.
i see all this and wonder..i always say that i'm very guai..bt my nature is no different from theirs..if i had been in the wrong place at the wrong time, if i had been exposed to different things, been in different schools, met different people, told different things, i might have just wasted my life away..without purpose, without meaning.

but i havent. i've been blessed with knowing the One true God. the One who loves me unconditionally...the Father who always holds His arms out for me even when I turn away from Him. even when I fail myself, even when I fail Him. Lord Father who gave His Son to save me. who created all the heavens and all the earth and us all so that He could have more people to shower His lavish and infinite love on...:)

I've been blessed with people whom I can count on, whom I can trust, whom have been God's blessings to me in my hardest hours..I've been blessed with people who guide me in the Word, who are on fire for God..I've been blessed with people who love me.

God is no respecter of persons.
Receive Him..and He will change your life in the best ways you can ever imagine..

He who is master creator of all things that exist, His blessings are so abundant..:)
His favour is so great..His love is so deep..

:)

some people think of the world in really complicated terms.
in fact, the world is really complicated. the construct and creation of the whole earth and universe and even just mankind is so complex, so complicated, that it could have gone wrong in a million ways. the universe would have collapsed into itself in 10 years if the density of it was just 1 in i think more than 1000000000 parts different. i dont think all creation and the universe could have possibly come from nothing. from a big bang in the middle of nowhere. atoms? particles? dust? protons? neutrons?electrons? they must have come from somewhere!

but the whole meaning of life that people are searching for is so simple..to know God, to love Him, and to glorify Him, and of course, to enjoy His love...His presence, in our lives each and every day, each and every moment.

have you ever wondered..why am i living? for my loved ones? what if they die? for my lover? what if they leave u? for fame? for recognition? for money? surely my life must be more than that. if the purpose of my life were to be to earn loads of money and accumulate zeroes in my bank statement or to have my name cast in stone somewhere in the world, i would be quite depressed. is that it? is my life just for the purpose of developing adaptations so that when i die i will either have passed on the 'strong' characteristic or have been dismissed as one of the weak that died so that the species may have progression? i dont think so...i dont know what others think really.. is my life just to have fun while i can, while i'm still a body-like mass of dust, before i disintegrate into the dust where i belong?

profound. controversial.

¬so many people are filled with turmoil.. yet in the same situations..so many people can be filled with peace and a restful spirit, peace beyond human understanding..that itself is a great gift..¬

but to me, so simple.
with God in my life:)
I'll live my life as Your child, Your daughter, to love You. I'll spread Your word, I'll love Your people, I'll shine forth for Your glory and honour, by reflecting Your light, I'll worship You, I'll fulfil my part in Your mission and purpose, and I'll wait for the day when we'll have no spiritual, mental and physical darkness, when we enter Your new world as Your new creation, to live forever in intimacy with You. :)
I'll love the people around me, because You are love.
<3

*aMe* @ 5:57 AM


Wednesday, October 10, 2007

mulumulu.wzdhxhxni.hxbnqn,rnwtf,rnlzy,kzndjbs,kzndyj,wndtf,wndnrw,tzndl.
wsjqwhw?zjrssxx.
lyd.

*aMe* @ 7:59 AM


Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i am finally blogging. haha. and at a time when most people in my hall, and i think in UCL, are going to some wild westies partayy.. haha i am so antisocial i cant believe how antisocial i am. antisocial in the dont club dont pub dont partaaaayyy sense. not in the i dont like u i dont want to talk to u sense. it's a whole new social circle im seeing here. haha. and yet im going back to a familiar social circle. pple who dont get drunk, who dont smoke, who study, who eat chinese food, who want to go kbox, etc...hmm. u can not like what u see, but u have to at least see it. i've seen it! :)maybe if i were'nt trying to use my money prudently i wld see more of it, but yeah...i shall rmb what my mummy says. im here to study! haha. not that im not joining any activities at all...but they're are probably more 'guai' la huh.

it rained like the whole day today...and it's really cold rain. my coat was all wet! haha. n some of my papers too..bt nvm. bt it can sometimes be really sunny(though still cold), and im so wondering why i didnt bring my sunglasses. haha. oh well..winter is coming soon, so i guess tt wont be much of a problem. i'll just squint till then. :) it gets really bright really early here, arnd 5+, yet im waking up later. still, i sleep much earlier than most of the pple here...so...:):) beauty sleep!

i shall slowly but surely make more friends, more international friends, and prove tt it is possible to survive well in london n make friends with caucasians without getting dead drunk every night, or in some pple's words, pissed. yup. i think for most of them going to pubs is like going to kopitiam/hawker centre/fd courts to hang out, except tt the gd food is replaced by drinks. haha. not a bad thing, but different. :) n alcohol can do funny things to pple. n pple in such situations can be unusually scary..but oh well..:)

i've watching Majo No Jouken, the show with First Love as its theme song, and although i've only just watched 2 episodes..i really like it. n the song is just heartwrenching. i have no idea why. or maybe i do. :)
really missing the pple in singapore...i just have random bouts of homesickness and periods of longing. but i know they love me n i love them too! :)
<3

*aMe* @ 4:26 AM


Thursday, September 06, 2007

junli sent me this over email...:) really complements what Pastor always tells us..to focus on Jesus instead of the problem or the challenge, and Jesus will make sure that we can overcome the odds! :) just like how Peter was able to walk on water while looking at Jesus, but faltered the moment he was distracted by the devil and worried about the raging storm and winds. I will behold You and Your Glory, and be transformed to the same image from glory to glory, Lord Jesus, for as You are, so am I in this world! :) You are my strength, my courage, my wisdom, my comfort, my refuge in time of trouble, my shepherd, my everything. Amen.

2007/09/05 Confident in God’s Truth by Jon Walker “I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13 (NAS) God wants you confident in the truth that, through him, all things are possible. Every day of your life, you have a choice: · You can focus on the bigness of the giants that stand before you, or … · You can focus on the bigness of the one, true God who is pouring his strength into you. Your focus will determine your behavior, and it will influence your faith. When the Israelites first approached the borders of Canaan, Moses sent scouts into the Promised Land to assess the situation. Ten of the scouts came back with reports that focused on the giants in the land, men so big and powerful the scouts feared they could not be defeated. However, two of the scouts remained focused on the promise from God that he would hand the land over to the Israelites. One of those scouts, Caleb, silenced the others when he said, “We should go up and take possession of the land, for we can certainly do it” (Numbers 13:30 NIV). He was focused on the magnitude of God and not the magnitude of any giant challenges ahead. Today, even in this moment, you may see many giants that challenge your faith. Some of the giants crowd around you – giants of time and energy, of finances and resources, of fear and faithlessness. God wants you to be confident that he’s pouring his strength into you so you can do whatever it takes to defeat these giants. He says you can take possession of your promised mission; you certainly can do it because God is with you. Consider this: God wants to build up your faith, and one way he’ll do it is by showing you how, together with him, it is possible to defeat the giants that keep you from moving into your promised mission. By seeing his hand sweep away the personal giants in your life, you’ll be even more confident that God is with you as you face many ministry-based global giants, such as spiritual emptiness, selfish leadership, crippling poverty, pandemic disease, and rampant illiteracy. You’ll be certain that you can do all things through him who strengthens you. What does this mean to me? · Believe God uses the impossible to stretch your faith. Whenever you’re confronted by the impossibility of a task, view it as an opportunity for God to strengthen your faith. He wants you to develop confidence in his promises. “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!” · The Lord is anointing you daily to preach good news to the poor, to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners. Because of your faithfulness, they will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor. (Adapted from Isaiah 61:1-3 NIV) · God uses ordinary people to complete kingdom work on earth. You can do this because “all things are possible when God is working through you.” (Philippians 4:13 NAS) · What kind of scout are you? – One whose report focuses on the giants ahead or one who focuses on the strength of God? © 2007 Jon Walker. All rights reserved. Jon Walker is a pastor-advocate living in Tennessee and the former pastor of communications at Saddleback Church. Click HERE for a free subscription to The Purpose Driven Life Daily Devotional, your daily inspiration via email.

© 2007 Purpose Driven Life. All rights reserved.

*aMe* @ 9:25 AM

Scourged For Your Wholeness
						Isaiah 53:5 5… and by His stripes we are healed.

Under Roman law in Bible times, a criminal was either scourged for a lesser crime and then set free, or crucified straightaway if guilty of a greater crime. But Jesus was both scourged and crucified. Pontius Pilate had hoped that after scourging Jesus and presenting His bloodied body to the people, they would be satisfied and willing to let Him go. But the people were not and demanded His crucifixion. Do not think for a moment that the people had power to inflict such sufferings on Jesus. It was God’s plan and the scourging was necessary for only by His stripes are we healed. The Roman whip used for scourging was a leather whip made up of leather straps embedded with glass fragments and metal hooks. With just one strike, the instrument would have been wrapped around Jesus’ body, causing the crushed glass to cut deep into His flesh. And as the whip was pulled back, the hooks would have stripped off His flesh, exposing muscle and bone. Indeed, the psalmist says, “They pierced My hands and My feet; I can count all My bones. They look and stare at Me.” (Psalm 22:16–17) and “The plowers plowed on My back; they made their furrows long.” (Psalm 129:3) Although 39 was the maximum number of times one could be whipped according to Jewish law, I believe that Jesus was whipped more than that because the Romans, who were not likely to regard Jewish law, carried out the scourging. Whichever the case, His back would have been reduced to a mass of bloody, mutilated flesh. That day, Jesus’ blood flowed freely from His body for your deliverance from every kind of disease and physical affliction. God allowed every one of those stripes to fall on His Son’s body so that your body need not be scourged with diseases. My friend, if you are sick or suffering from some physical condition, know that Jesus took the scourging as full payment for you to be free of that condition. He bore those stripes so that, today, there is no sickness, no disease left for you to bear. By His stripes you have been healed! © Copyright Joseph Prince, 2006. All rights reserved. All scripture quotations, unless otherwise indicated, are taken from the New King James Version ®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved. Copyright © 2006–2007 New Creation Church A beautiful daily devotional from church...thank you Jesus! by Your stripes, we have been healed, by Your broken body, we have a perfectly whole body, now and forever:)

*aMe* @ 9:25 AM


Monday, August 27, 2007

:):)thank You Jesus, for being our Lamb, for willingly becoming our Redeemer n Saviour!

Jesus Is Your Sweet Aroma To God

Leviticus 1:12–13
12And he shall cut it into its pieces, with its head and its fat; and the priest shall lay them in order on the wood that is on the fire upon the altar; 13but he shall wash the entrails and the legs with water. Then the priest shall bring it all and burn it on the altar; it is a burnt sacrifice, an offering made by fire, a sweet aroma to the Lord.

In Old Testament times, when a burnt offering is killed, its head is severed, the fat removed, and the entrails and legs washed. Then, everything is placed on an altar and burnt, and the sacrifice is a sweet aroma to God. All this speaks of the death of Jesus, who gave “Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma”. (Ephesians 5:2)

The head of the sacrificed animal speaks of the mind of Christ offered as a covering for our minds. This means that although our minds are often clouded with unbelief, worries, foolishness, filth and human reasoning, God treats us as if we have the mind of Christ, without wrong or displeasing thoughts, bringing pleasure to Him like a sweet aroma.

The fat of the animal speaks of the riches of Christ, His best, for God equates the fat of something with the best of that entity. (Genesis 45:18) So the fat of the burnt sacrifice speaks of Jesus giving us His riches, His best, as our covering. So God does not see us in our lack, but in the riches and excellence of Jesus going up to Him as a sweet aroma.

The entrails speak of what is inside Jesus’ heart — His motivations, feelings, affections and desires. We often feel fearful, doubtful, impatient, stressed and even angry. But God sees only Jesus’ feelings and desires, which are always pure, beautiful and acceptable to Him — a sweet aroma.

The legs refer to Jesus’ perfect walk — His power to serve and obey the Father — imputed to our weak and faltering walk. And the fact they are washed shows that even our crooked walk has been cleansed.

Beloved, God does not see your foolish mind, weak nature, inadequate feelings or faulty walk. Instead, He sees you in the perfections of His Son, who gave Himself up for you as a sweet-smelling sacrifice to God.

© Copyright Joseph Prince, 2006. All rights reserved.
All scripture quotations, unless otherwise indicated, are taken from the New King James Version ®.
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved.
Copyright © 2006–2007 New Creation Church

*aMe* @ 9:33 AM


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Izabel's right! I'm really blessed to be so loved:)
love makes the world go round! (it's a powerpuff song i think)
God is love! :)

Saranghaeyodear;)

I was just looking for my pri sch teacher's address a few days ago. Wrote a letter to her...and really hope it reaches her! Ms C.E. Gaw...the last time i wrote to her was in Sec1. Which is 6 years ago! Hope to contact her before I leave...oh and Kim was in my watch for OBS! such a beautiful blessing! it's like we don't talk for so many years and -poof- there she is as my buddy in Sui Sen! haha. Your ways are so amazing Lord! :)

I was also just looking through our 412 photos (in the cd) and the video (in our sec4 farewell disc)...was reminded of a lot of things and memories that have for a long time been buried under multitudes of newer memories. I guess that's how things are? But I still love 3/12-4/12! :) Ling and Bridget singing national day songs in various ways, including opera n hiphop, and the whole class falling over with laughter watching them...our sentosa class camp, class party at Bernice's hse...etc :) I miss those days..even though I was embarrassingly..should I say...plump? haha. Take care guys! :)

Going back to RG now! :) Tata!

(listening to Perhaps Love from Goong!)

*aMe* @ 9:27 AM


Monday, June 25, 2007

i havent updated for quite long!:)
but don't worry, cos i'm a greatly blessed, highly favoured, and deeply loved child of God and have been living a blessed, joyful life! :)

i just went to my church's website. and i'm so blessed! i'm in such a great church! :)http://www.newcreation.org.sg/ i've grown in my relationship with Jesus and my Daddy God ever since!
i used to only pray and read my bible at home without going to church. but i started going to my kor's church at the end of last year, and boy am i glad God led me there! it's great to go to church and receive and feed on His living word. it refreshes me and gives renewed peace to me every week!:) it's also great to hear amazing testimonies of His great love that can do all things for us!

i also love way we worship Him in church...singing praises to Him, raising our arms to receive Him, to feel His love's embrace...many times when I sing of His great sacrifice at the cross that took all our curses and punishments and gave us salvation and favour, I can't stop the tears. what great love God's is, to give His one and only son that whoever believes in Him will not perish. what great grace! the gospel of grace, the gospel of Jesus!

that by His finished work we can have rest and peace in knowing that the price of all our sins, past, present and future has been dearly paid for by our Savior Jesus Christ! that by His broken body and by His stripe, we have been healed and made whole, that by His precious blood that was shed at the cross, we have been and are continuously being cleansed of any and every sin! God is a God of righteousness and justice, but more so, He is Love!!!:):) I don't have to do anything to cleanse myself, to do right things or good deeds to redeem myself, to confess my every sin (because I can't name every one!) , I just have to believe in the work of Jesus that has saved me. that Father, Your undeserved favour on me, Your amazing grace, has given me the perfect way out..the way out that You planned so long ago...:) i know I can't cleanse myself and make myself righteous before You, but Jesus can, and He already has! thank You! :)

Thank You for loving me as Your child, Father! that in Jesus I have been made righteous by faith! and I can come to You boldly, there's no veil between the Holy place and I, because I am no longer seen as a sinner! As Jesus is, so am I in this world! As He is perfect, so am I in Your eyes, Father...and You hear my cry, my prayer, and You alone Lord, give me peace, and because You love me, I can love others by the overflow of Your unconditional, perfect love in my life, my heart, my soul!!! :) Thank You for Your guidance, for being my shepherd...I will be Your sheep and follow You all the rest of my days! I love You Jesus! and I love You Father!! :) it's great to call You Father!

Yay!!!
You give me strength Daddy! You are my strength! my everything...:)

*aMe* @ 6:05 PM


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

still no takers for geog tuition eh? haha.
doesn't matter! i can slack a little more and enjoy my time here before i leave..
it's going to be quite soon leh..3 months left...quite exciting yet a little bit scary..haha
yy's leaving in july! to switzerland! we have to organise a gathering soon!! and daozhangs have to qing ke!
it's long overdue..haha. everybody else starts school in august or september? back to being a student again!
i sort of miss it. especially the special rates for meals and PUBLIC TRANSPORT. adult rates are exorbitant. ok maybe not. but still irritating. the value in my ezlink card gets depleted so quickly. not to mention how my card gets retained (how embarrassing) by the bus driver because it expired. like how am i supposed to know when it expires when you don't state it on the card? and according to a friendly/talkative auntie, a not-so-friendly/pressed-for-time old uncle was not too happy about it. to put it kindly. haha.

*aMe* @ 8:13 AM


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

anybody knows anybody who needs Geography tuition or something? tuition in general? i'm free and ready for hire! haha

*aMe* @ 12:47 PM


Friday, May 25, 2007

wow.
i can't believe my 5 (almost) months teaching in RG have officially come to an end. seems like not too long ago that i was trying to get my students to differentiate between background, middleground and foreground, or to describe settlements as nucleated or dispersed. but i've already finished covering photo interpretation, weather and climate, biomes, deforestation, and DAMS! woah. are you guys overloaded with information? haha. it's always good to be equiped with knowledge! especially Geographical knowledge! :)

i've had a great time, and i'll miss you guys too...
even though i didn't cry today or on tuesday, i'm really very very touched...you all really made me feel that what i've done for the past few months was worth the effort! i didn't mean to make so many of you cry though...and some cried until so can3 also...was it the powerpoint+korean songs? don't cry anymore ok? must SMILE! :) thanks for all the notes and letters and cards and scrapbook, for all the cakes and choc and sweets and party food, for the videos, for the giant teddy bear and giant octopus, for the drawings, for the little ornaments, for the photos, all the smiles, and all of the memories you've all given me! :)

you all are the first students i've ever taught, and you all are credited with inspiring me to continue teaching!
hope i've touched your hearts, because you all have touched mine!

take very good care of yourselves, and i'm sure your new geog teacher will be vv good! never ever lose the interest in Geog ok? and remember all that i said in the powerpoint...if you can't, there's a copy in the students T drive in the comp. because 201 wanted it...but that copy doesnt have the GREEN BUG part for 205. haha. yup, so just in case anyone wants to look at it again. no korean songs attached though.

God Bless! He LOVES you and will never forsake you!
:)Miss Leong.

p.s: send me photos!!! OH yes...the 209 girls who actually got my blog address can pass it around if you all want to..and pleaseplease help me tell the 208 girls my msn email address! i didn't have the time to write it down for them...and you can help me explain the story behind it just so that they don't misunderstand me and think i aspire to be a pupa or something. ok? thanks!

*aMe* @ 8:39 PM


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

long time no see, blog! haha.
sorry for neglecting you for so long...i'm sorry, i really am. haha. :)

just finished marking all the midyear assessment papers. giving them back tomorrow...the range is quite wide though...:p don't feel like i've been much of a help to my students...maybe a few? but i just hope i haven't hai4 ta1 men2. haha. no la. never la! :)
supposed to spend this afternoon n night writing comments on each student. but was busy settling uni stuff. finally made my decision. UCL vs LSE. UCL 1: LSE 0. I would really like to go to both actually. at the same time. but that is unfortunately impossible. so, in order not to shortchange my future students, i've decided to get a healthy mix of physical n human geog at UCL. shall aim towards masters at LSE maybe? i don't know really. since that would be in more than 3 years time. wow. i just signed 9 years of my life away to MOE. haha. that is like half of my entire lifetime so far. but that's ok, because i believe that the good Lord has His plans for me, so i'll just follow my shepherd and bring pleasure to Him in all that I do! :) hurray for Jesus! feel more at ease now that i've decided. just that UCL starts term earlier. n i just realised that...it's not too long a time away..when i'll have to li2 xiang1 bei4 jing3. clean my room, wash my clothes, cook(?) , settle bills, etcetc all by myself. and miss home. and miss people. especially some people. a lot a lot. san nian shuo duan bu duan shuo chang bu chang. hui hen kuai guo qu ma? wo bu zhi dao. dan shi ni men yao hao hao guo ri zi hao hao kai kai xin xin. kkxx.kkll.xxff.
u all must take care k? God bless!
lots n lots of love, to all whom i love,
ame:)

muluwzgg.
hhzgzj.
whxnd.zdhhxnd.

*aMe* @ 8:58 PM


Thursday, April 26, 2007

wow. i just realised that i really havent been blogging. haha.
read through some of my oldold entries (prev blog addresses) and actually found them q interesting! haha
some things i'll never really understand i think. like certain interpersonal relationships. whether they were really genuine friendships or a facade, whether rumours are true or if they are what they are, rumours, etc. but oh well...:) kxjh!

my last entry on my LJ was quite funny. i really sounded like a squealy little girl. even though i was already sec4. haha. it was really like.." ahhh.........we watched blahblahblah and ohmygoodness blahblahblah is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shuai!!!!!!!!!!!"
haha. yes. something like that. and then, when i read my xuezhang blog entry, which was april 2005, j1 year, after huangcheng... i realised i sounded quite angsty. haha. when i don't remember being so. oh wait. i think i was abit. abit siao la. i cant believe i thought/felt the way i did then. haha. but it's ok...we all learn don't we? :) and i think we've all grown up...if not totally, then at least a little bit. haha. and i'm really glad i started going to church regularly. getting fed by the word regularly is so very important to becoming more spiritual and a person at greater peace n rest :) Jesus is my everything! I am a new creation in Christ, as old things have passed away, and all things have become new! :) By His stripes, I was healed and made whole, and by His precious blood, I (n you too!) was cleansed of all my sins and redeemed from destruction and all the punishment and symptoms of the curse. Amen! I really find myself at rest in the Lord, and placing all my trust n faith in Him. I can just cast my cares to Him n count on Him for courage and strength! Be strong and of good courage! Do not be afraid nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes before you and is with you, He will never leave you nor forsake you! :)

yay.

as i read my entry, i felt really bad regarding ms li though. like my entry was about the boring geog debate, n it was quite mean. (i think at that time i was in the 'oh i am so smart everything around me is so dumb' stage) (or do students always think that way?) (all high n mighty and arrogant and self-righteous) haha. ok maybe not to that extent, but sth along those lines ya? but now...after relief teaching, doing geog, and trying out debates with my classes, i really understand her difficulties a lot better now. it must have been tough trying to interest this bunch of humanz students who think they are smarter n cooler than you. :( feel mean. sorry ms li!!! n thanks for still smiling at me when i greet u along the corridors...(oh wait that should be in past tense...:(..) I MISS HUA CHONG. HWA CHONG. shucks. REALLY. teaching is fine, fun, great...my students, teachers n colleagues are nice, n my newfound (some) batchmate friends are nice too! but i just miss the times in hc...walking into sch every morn, sitting at the canteen, crashing other pple's classbenches, trying to toukan pple, trying to get out of sch before 1, chatting at humanz' cosy corner, crapping in the canteen, eating the food while walking all around the sch(haha), kaigong, lianpai, zongcai, jiantao, xietiao, walking past the B block classrms, especially B101 (heh.) , fullrun, techrun, amphi, concourse, huisuo, prac songs at chi high keyboard rm, doing all kinds of things in lep rm, gg in n out of lep staffrm to bother the teachers, etcetcetc. aiyo. cham la. i miss hc. it's really the everyday things tt u do tt u'll really really miss. it doesnt matter that i didnt end with a bang. because i left with a lot of memories, a lot of really great n really special friends. we'll really be going v divergent ways soon....everybody take care k? :) God bless u. all of u. love u!

*aMe* @ 9:27 PM


Thursday, March 29, 2007

Dearest daddy, disappointment hurts...but i know You have Your divine plans for my life...and I will follow You my shepherd and trust in Your way, to serve You with all my heart and all my soul, to honour You and please You using the great gifts You have given me...Lord thank you for being all that I need, for being my comfort, my shalom peace and my joy. Amen. :) I know I cant rely on my own strength, but I can put my faith in Your strength and Your faithfulness! "Be strong and of good courage!", You say, and yes, I will not be afraid nor dismayed, because I know that You go before me and You are with me and You are for me! Thousands will fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but You will protect me! :) You alone I praise! indeed :)

*aMe* @ 9:14 PM


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

wow i have been neglecting my blog since i dunno when. haha. im now on the book of Numbers ..haha.

anw...the term is coming to an end...i've administered all my SAs...expect for 1 girl...and i just need to wrap up Biomes with them (natural veg la). hope they do well for their SAs n get a good GPA score! :) a lot of my students are just darlings. haha. hope they enjoy their lessons too!

the march hols are coming! and i'll have to complete my marking. :p now i understand why my fav tchr in p3 quit teaching to give tuition or sth. she said it was because of the paperwork n marking. even though she did like the classroom teaching bit. haha. oh well...i guess everything comes as a package eh? together with curriculum planning and so on. :)

i think i'll miss my students after i leave though. Christl has already left for other pastures (not sure if they're greener ones though). and i think her students miss her too. about 2+ months more for me i think. if i don't get chased out. haha. was sort of inspired at the MOE tea session. hope i can be a good teacher. whether it be for 6 months or for the years after university.

*aMe* @ 2:18 PM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

yay. i have embarked on a whole new journey through my bible again:)
365days through the books of the bible. starting with...*drumroll*...Genesis! haha.

Genesis shows us where we come from..God! He is the Source of all things. He created us when He chose to love and be loved, for God IS Love. :)

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. (Gen. 1.1)

to "create" is to make something out of nothing. that's exactly what God did when He created our world and our universe. all the intricacies and fascinating processes in this planet came out of absolutely nothing. we were made out of nothing. but we exist now. because of His love. and He's still creating! and He can create anything out of nothing. so, even when we look for confidence, joy, or just one good thing in our life and find/see nothing, we just have to remember that our God is the supreme Creator. as long as we walk on in faith, and trust in him n rely on him, He can make something out of nothing for us! :) isnt that just wonderful to know? :)

Then God said, "Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let then have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth." (Gen 1.26)

we are made in God's image and according to His likeness. and we are to grow spiritually in Him and in the Lord Jesus Christ. the Holy Spirit will work in us and make us more and more like Christ Jesus :) for He is the purest and unblemished Lamb of God, who died for us at Calvary so that all of us can be saved through faith in Him. He saved from the condemnation due for our sins. Now, we can be born again into God's family and be assured of everlasting life in the Kingdom of God because He paid the price and endured the punishment and torture for us. and for that, I am eternally grateful..Praise You Lord. You are truly my God, and You are altogether worthy and altogether lovely. Altogether wonderful to me. All the glory and honour in the world belongs to You Lord. and I here am to worship, to bow down and to say that You are my God. Hallelujah.




Let's work towards a world full of LOVE!

*aMe* @ 7:46 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007

wow i just realised that i havent been blogging for more than a month. haha. oh well...busy with other things i guess. and i didnt like the fact tt there was some weird window tt kept popping up. the tagboard thingy la. haha. well actually i dont really know what to say. hope my lessons go well nxt week? haha. oh dear gtg for dinner le. so much for a nice 1st post in 2007. haha.

imu!

*aMe* @ 5:32 PM


Sunday, December 17, 2006

wow. bu zhi bu jue yi jing guo le yi nian le...juniors dou cong taiwan hui lai le..:( shi jian guo de hao kuai!! guang yin si jian!! :( hope banyue and chendage are doing well! :) and i think the juniors had fun too! :)

theatresports! v. interesting..but v.tiring. haha. got 2 blueblacks already. haha. oh well...hope we can teach the campers well! sure can one..Lord, you are with me! :) fun! hope the campers are sporting and high! :) n jacky is really a gd teacher.. haha.

thx for ur axc! :):)

monday jian!!!:):):)

*aMe* @ 11:26 AM


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

i havent blogged for quite long i think. at least not like i used to blog before...can someone tell me what happened to tagboard? what's Cpanel? im like confused. haha
i havent been going out much either. haha. havent been doing much either.
more life after As? haha. if anyone sees me online pls offer to play some msn games with me. haha
im like playing minesweeper cos my online game trials expired and im lazy. and happyland adventures is abit irritating cos i have to restart frm the 1st lvl when i die too many times. n red alert is violent. haha. -oops-
i need clothes...my clothes dont look teacher-y at all la...:p
haha. and i need to find more fun activities to involve myself in.
drama camp? haha. 18-20th dec.n juniors haf fun prep for huangcheng! n daozhangs must qingke!
i want to go chalet...but i dun tink can book le..:( haha. oh well.. oh n vincent gg back to hk...takecare!:)
25th dec Christmas!!
28th dec staff meeting.
1st jan New Year's Day!
11th jan. i'll miss u. really miss u. but u must jiayou n haf fun k? :)

Everything got started in Him . I will put my trust in Him. For I know who I believe in. Praise to You! For all that You are, and all that You do. For before the world began, You have been faithful, forever faithful! :)
Amazing grace and favour. Thank You.

*aMe* @ 4:31 PM


Saturday, November 18, 2006

im being indulgent.
been online for quite a while now...listening to the goong song. rarh i want the soundtrack!
haha. 'A's n 'S's are going to be over soon...and with them my jc life.. ar rarh.
2 years seem to have passed over in a flash. i passed by my p1-3 primary sch ytd n realised tt it's only been 9 years since i left...that doesnt sound like a very long time. but it certainly feels very long..9 years later...where will we be? i dont speak to my fairfield friends anymore...i hope that wont happen to all of us now...when we're all 27..hopefully we'll still meet up. n k or sth. or go watch huangcheng. or go marina square n eat. or meet up to recite chaguan. haha. thanks people :)

*aMe* @ 8:34 AM


Wednesday, October 18, 2006

GOONG!!!!
:):):) haha. uber nice show!

*aMe* @ 9:14 AM


Thursday, September 28, 2006

if you never read another book in your life, read Tuesdays with Morrie..
it's like God's gift from Heaven..reading it was a wonderful experience that kept me from tv, from feeling hungry, etc. the tears flowed freely of course, but im not embarrassed about that... it's a really nice feeling to read and let the words communicate with you and touch your heart. as i read it, i kept thinking of people whom i wanted to pass the book to. i think i'll give everyone this book as a birthday present from now on:) so if u already have it... tell me n share ur feelings with me...or u could accept another book and help to pass it on to someone else. haha.
'Learn how to die, and you learn how to live.'
'Love each other, or perish.'
let this book touch your heart, and learn how to give love, just as you learn how to let love in...
why would we aim for more money, new cars, bigger houses and higher posts if we had fufilling and meaningful lives? material things will not be, and cannot be, subtitutes..instead of working mindlessly, let's work to bring love and light into others' lives, and we wont be the least bit concerned with what society seeks to brainwash us into believing is important, instead, we'll be overwhelmed by the backwash of love and true happiness:)
it's never too late!

*aMe* @ 10:54 AM


Friday, September 22, 2006

On my knees

There are days,
When I feel
The best of me
Is ready to begin
Then they're days,
When I feel
I'm letting go,
And soaring on the wind
Cos I've learned in laughter or in pain,
How to survive

I get on my knees
I get on my knees
there I am before the Lord that
Changes me
See, I don't know how,
But there's power
when i'm on my knees

i can be in a crowd,
or by myself.
or almost anywhere,
when i feel, there's a need
to talk with God, He is Emannuel,
when i close my eyes,
no darkness there
there's only light

i get on my knees
i get on my knees
there i am before the Lord that changes me
see i don't know how, but there's power
in the blue sky
in the midnight
when i'm on my knees
i get on my knees
i get on my knees
and there i am before the Lord that changes me
i don't know how, but there's power
when i'm on my knees
when i'm on my knees

such a beautiful song:)
such a beautiful world.
such a beautiful promise
of everlasting love, faith and life.
may the Lord bless you!

*aMe* @ 4:06 PM


Sunday, August 27, 2006

geyao2006
chuang SING!
haha..it was good overall :)
jiayou pple!!

i miss music clinic.

i miss singing.

i miss the stage.

i miss my notes!!!
not.

haha.

mugmugmug.
if u see me online pls rush me off. thanks.
haha.

*aMe* @ 12:25 AM